Psalm 119: 142 Trouble and anguish have come upon me, Yet Your commandments are my delight.
- Trouble: a tight place, as when an opponent crowds you
- Anguish: a narrow place, as when confined
- Commandments: a command or ordinance; refers literally to the things God says TO do and NOT TO do
- Delight: enjoyment; pleasure
The psalmist found himself in the uncomfortable position of being between a rock and a hard place, but the squeeze did not loosen his grip on the things that mattered the most. He held tightly to all the things that God told him to do and not to do, and found joy in doing the next thing. Even backed into a corner, he didn’t lash out or to give up, or forget all that the Lord told him up to that point.
Delighting in God’s commands begins in good times, when the sun is shining and there are no problems on the horizon. It comes back to that spiritual muscle memory that we talked about in the first part of this great psalm. When we choose to obey God, it becomes easier and easier to obey Him in the next thing. And the more we obey, the more we experience the joy and blessings of that obedience, because it draws us closer and closer to Him. When obedience is a habitual pleasure, it will not matter how squeezed we feel, we’ll continue to find delight in the Lord’s commands. There will be no need to google a solution or to wallow in self-pity because, those who are trained to obey in the good times will just do the next thing when crowded by difficult circumstances.
How do we do that? You can’t do what you don’t know. Read God’s word. Spend time with Him in prayer and worship. As He gives you something, be obedient to it. It will be a conscious effort at first, but as you rely more and more on Him, letting Him invade your secular life with His Spirit, it will get easier and easier, until soon it is automatic. Then when you are caught between a rock and a hard place, He will be the first place you turn to for direction, for aid, and for comfort.
This is strange, that in the midst of anguish David had delight: but indeed the sweetness of God’s word is best perceived under the bitterness of the cross. The joy of Christ and the joy of the world cannot consist together. A heart delighted with worldly joy cannot feel the consolations of the Spirit; the one of these destroys the other: but in sanctified trouble, the comforts of God’s word are felt and perceived in a most sensible manner. Many a time hath David protested this delight of his in the word of God; and truly it is a great argument of godliness, when men come not only to reverence it, but to love it, and delight in it. Let this be considered by those unhappy men who hear it of custom, and count it but a weariness. –Abraham Wright.
Lord, cultivate in me right now a heart that delights in all the things You ask me to do and not to do. Sustain a right spirit within me so that even when I am caught between a rock and a hard place I still do the next thing in obedience to You. Some days, O Lord, the pressure I feel is from my own selfish desires. In times like that, let the tight place squeeze out Self so that there is more room for You; make me delight in obeying You, even at the expense of my own personal pleasure.